Episode 75

full
Published on:

5th Nov 2024

Hope for the Holidays: Celebrating Life After Four Open-heart Surgeries

Hey Heart Buddies! I'm Boots Knighton, your guide through our special holiday series, "Hope for the Holidays." Today, we're revisiting a truly inspiring story that embodies resilience and hope in its purest form. Our guest is none other than Bill Wingate, a remarkable individual hailing from Birmingham, Alabama. Bill’s journey is a testament to the human spirit, having endured four major open-heart surgeries, seven heart valve replacements, and numerous other procedures over 27 years.

In this episode, Bill opens up about the emotional, mental, and spiritual challenges he faced, especially after his most recent surgery in early 2023. He shares how hope, love, and gratitude have been his guiding lights through the darkest days.

But that’s not all—Bill has a special message for all of us about the power of hope and living life fully, no matter the hand you’ve been dealt. You'll also hear about his exciting new writing project, which aims to inspire others through heartfelt stories.

Listen to his original episode here.

Join the Patreon Community! The Joyful Beat zoom group starts in November 2024.

**I am not a doctor and this is not medical advice. Be sure to check in with your care team about all the next right steps for you and your heart.**

How to connect with Boots

Email: Boots@theheartchamberpodcast.com

Instagram: @openheartsurgerywithboots or @boots.knighton

LinkedIn: linkedin.com/in/boots-knighton

Boots Knighton

If you enjoyed this episode, take a minute and share it with someone you know who will find value in it as well. You can share directly from this platform or send them to:

Open Heart Surgery with Boots

Mentioned in this episode:

Heart Valve Voice-US

Check out Heart Valve Voice - US, an incredible resource for heart valve patients in the US and abroad.

HVV-US

Transcript
Speaker:

Life is still good. People are inherently

Speaker:

amazing and just because something happens to

Speaker:

you doesn't mean that you were wronged. This the hand that you have been

Speaker:

dealt. Play it because this is your journey in life and there are

Speaker:

going to be some amazing parts of it. Enjoy it.

Speaker:

Welcome to Open Heart Surgery with Boots and our

Speaker:

special holiday series, Hope for the

Speaker:

Holidays. Ta da. I'm Boots Knighton, and

Speaker:

this season we're revisiting some of our most inspiring

Speaker:

stories. Guests who faced daunting heart

Speaker:

surgeries and have beaten the odds and are

Speaker:

now thriving reminders of resilience and

Speaker:

hope. This series is our way of celebrating

Speaker:

not only their strength, but also showcasing

Speaker:

that hope is possible for all of us in times

Speaker:

of struggle. If you love the podcast,

Speaker:

please consider joining our Patreon community. You can find

Speaker:

us at patreon.com

Speaker:

openheartsurgerywithboots that will help keep this

Speaker:

podcast on the air and these stories coming. Of

Speaker:

course I want to hear from you. Send me your feedback, your

Speaker:

concerns, your best recipes for

Speaker:

holiday cookies, whatever feels good to you. I want to hear from

Speaker:

you. You can send me an email

Speaker:

bootsheartchamber podcast.com

Speaker:

without further ado, I'm so excited to bring you today's

Speaker:

guest and I can't wait to hear from you. Welcome back

Speaker:

to another episode of Open Heart Surgery with Boots. I

Speaker:

am so thrilled to be doing this series of Hope

Speaker:

for the Holidays where I am bringing back

Speaker:

guests that have been on the podcast kind of really from the

Speaker:

beginning. I'm going way back into

Speaker:

2023. Of course, that's not very long ago, but it

Speaker:

feels like it when I put out an episode every single week.

Speaker:

And this week I wanted to bring back Bill Wingate

Speaker:

from Birmingham, Alabama. And Bill, thank you so

Speaker:

much for coming back. You have just become such a great heart

Speaker:

buddy of mine. And I want to also call

Speaker:

out Bill and thank Bill publicly for financially supporting

Speaker:

this podcast, for sending me words of

Speaker:

encouragement, and for just meeting me with grace as I fumble

Speaker:

through this learning curve that is hosting a podcast.

Speaker:

And so one of the reasons why I keep showing up every

Speaker:

week are for people like Bill. And I think

Speaker:

that once you hear his quick update on how he's

Speaker:

doing, you will feel the same. So, Bill, welcome

Speaker:

back, my friend. Well, Boots, thank you for the opportunity yet again

Speaker:

to join you and talk with you and as well

Speaker:

as people who listen to this who are also heart patients, because

Speaker:

there are an awful lot of us around and it's not something that you

Speaker:

usually don't find them in your everyday life. So it's great for you. You've

Speaker:

built this community to where it is now. Thank you. Thank you. So

Speaker:

give us the 50,000 foot view of. And I should

Speaker:

say before you do that, listeners, I am going to have his original

Speaker:

episode in the show notes. And holy cow, is it

Speaker:

worth listening to. He did such an incredible job when

Speaker:

we recorded his episode of telling his story. So do consider

Speaker:

going back and listening to that. But Bill, give us again like

Speaker:

the Cliff Notes of the last 27 years. Well,

Speaker:

the past 27 years I have been a substantial

Speaker:

heart patient. I was in College in 1997 and learned

Speaker:

that I had aortic stenosis and regurgitation, which several

Speaker:

months after I learned this information led me to my

Speaker:

first of four, as of today, open heart surgeries.

Speaker:

And so in these past 27 years, I've had a total load, as I

Speaker:

said, four opens. I've had seven heart valves replaced,

Speaker:

I've had numerous heart caps, I've had all kinds

Speaker:

of crazy test and procedures done. I've had from blood

Speaker:

issues to unusual infections from

Speaker:

the dental office. So it has been a long

Speaker:

run of highs and lows. And I feel

Speaker:

like at this point I've gotten to be a really good patient. And

Speaker:

I had a heart surgeon look at me after my last surgery saying, you've got

Speaker:

to find a new hobby. Open heart surgery is not the best one for you.

Speaker:

So hopefully we're on a run that I don't have to do it again. So

Speaker:

is the hope and the prayer. So that's what we are hoping for.

Speaker:

And so that's, that's my story in a nutshell. And seven valves,

Speaker:

four opens, and a lot of other junk to go along the way. Yeah, yeah,

Speaker:

junk is right. But here you are and you're doing great. Like

Speaker:

looking at you through the screen, you would never know that you

Speaker:

have been on the adventure that you've been on. So

Speaker:

where you're at now, where do you stand

Speaker:

emotionally, spiritually, mentally?

Speaker:

That's a, that's a great question because I had my last surgery in

Speaker:

January of 2023 and that one

Speaker:

did a lot more damage to me

Speaker:

mentally or and emotionally than I would even say physically.

Speaker:

The, the physical recovery was, I'll describe it as typical to the rest of

Speaker:

mine. Um, it wasn't bad. It was a couple months and you

Speaker:

felt pretty good. Emotionally, I was a mess. It took a

Speaker:

while. And just the gravity of four major surgeries

Speaker:

and all the anesthesia and all the weird

Speaker:

one offs that have really. That I've survived hit me

Speaker:

hard and I started a writing project during this

Speaker:

time trying to figure out how to tell my story. And it's evolved over the

Speaker:

past year and a half. But it all comes down to where all

Speaker:

my current work is. And it's all about telling stories of

Speaker:

hope, love and gratitude in everything that we do. And with those

Speaker:

three values, you can get through almost anything and it changes your

Speaker:

perspective on everything that you do. And so that has really

Speaker:

helped me get through the emotional hurdles of the past

Speaker:

20 plus years, 27 years now. But it's, it's a work in progress

Speaker:

every day and it's a great opportunity that I have and I want to be

Speaker:

sure to share, share it as I go along. And we'll have that in the

Speaker:

show notes too. And what has

Speaker:

been the common thread through the 27

Speaker:

years that has been maybe the most

Speaker:

supportive or most helpful for you? For me, it

Speaker:

is, it is having hope and everything all

Speaker:

constantly around me and having hope for what is to come next because there

Speaker:

have been times where it couldn't have gotten any worse. And then being

Speaker:

grateful for everything that is around you and everything that

Speaker:

you get to experience. And yes, I've had

Speaker:

heart surgery. I've had it more than once. But that's

Speaker:

okay. The sun will come up tomorrow. I have, I have all

Speaker:

the hope in the world that the sun will come up tomorrow. Tomorrow will be

Speaker:

a be a better day. And some days they're

Speaker:

not, but most days they are. And that is what matters.

Speaker:

The days that you don't have hope or the darker days,

Speaker:

what gets you. Through the day on those days, I've just got to

Speaker:

cut myself a little bit more slack and I've got to be a little more

Speaker:

patient with myself. And after all that I've, I've been

Speaker:

through so far, I do have days that are like I physically

Speaker:

don't feel as good as I did the day before. And generally it's something

Speaker:

that I've done. I've burned the candle at both ends. I've gotten a pearly state

Speaker:

up late, done something I shouldn't have done, or I don't have the physical stamina

Speaker:

that I, a typical 48 year old would have. But then again, I am almost

Speaker:

50, so we can debate that in multiple different ways. But

Speaker:

I've got to be nicer to myself. And I've got to say, okay,

Speaker:

today's not going to be the day that I'm going to get 25 things on

Speaker:

my to do list done. I'm going to be happy with 10. And so I've

Speaker:

got to, I've just got to reframe the day and reframe the expectations. And

Speaker:

I'm very grateful that my daughter and my wife, they understand that.

Speaker:

Yeah. And so some days, some days are better than others and I'm. But

Speaker:

I'm very thankful these days that there are

Speaker:

much, much more good days than there are not so good

Speaker:

days. And that that feeling,

Speaker:

an act of hope is everything, isn't it? An act of

Speaker:

hope is everything. And that has really

Speaker:

become apparent to me over the past couple of weeks because

Speaker:

at the end of September I had my routine follow up with my surgeon, which

Speaker:

I had been doing over the past 10 years. We had been doing a,

Speaker:

a check in or a follow up scan every three, four

Speaker:

or six months. And so for the first time in 10 years, I get to

Speaker:

go an entire year between CT scans and

Speaker:

visiting with my surgeon, which is, it's bittersweet. I mean, it's a

Speaker:

great thing that I can live beyond the three month increment and enjoy

Speaker:

life and what's going to unfold before us. But these are friends that we've

Speaker:

made. These are parts of our family that I don't, that I've got to go

Speaker:

find other ways to meet up with them and catch up with them. But I

Speaker:

will take it. It's a win. And I'm looking forward to not walking

Speaker:

into that clinic nearly as frequent because I have a little bit of

Speaker:

PTSD every time I walk, every time I walk in the doors. Am I

Speaker:

walking out of this today as well? Right. Because sometimes you didn't get to walk

Speaker:

out. Some days I didn't get to. They would admit me. Yes.

Speaker:

Or I get to walk out and make my own decisions about what, what the

Speaker:

rest of the week at week holds. But, but I am very grateful for

Speaker:

the experiences I've had. I have great hope and

Speaker:

the research that is going on in this field. And in my 27

Speaker:

years, what I think is really neat and this is my

Speaker:

crazy view of reality, how the field of

Speaker:

cardiac thoracic medicine has changed in the 27

Speaker:

years. How the types of anesthesia they use

Speaker:

is so much better and easier on the body for me at least than it

Speaker:

was 27 years ago. Little things like that that I'm

Speaker:

very grateful for and I'm hoping in another 27 years that it's

Speaker:

even surpassed everything we could imagine. Yeah. My hope is

Speaker:

that they're doing all valve replacements through like the femoral

Speaker:

artery or something instead of opening a. I'm all for it. Wouldn't that be.

Speaker:

That's a walk. That's a walk in the park to have that done. I've. I've

Speaker:

had one of those. Yeah, that's easy. What a

Speaker:

perspective you have that really, I don't know many other heart patients

Speaker:

have, for better or for worse. And in closing,

Speaker:

going back 27 years, what would you

Speaker:

tell yourself? Like, if you could go back as you're starting

Speaker:

this journey telling your younger self, hey, you're about to

Speaker:

go through 27 years of really hard

Speaker:

stuff, right? What do you want that younger part of you to

Speaker:

know? Well, I mean, life is still good. People

Speaker:

are inherently amazing. And just

Speaker:

because something happens to you doesn't mean that you were wronged. You've just

Speaker:

been this the hand that you have been dealt. Play it. Because this is your

Speaker:

journey in life and there are going to be some amazing parts of

Speaker:

it. Enjoy it. This is going to be a time. There's going to be a

Speaker:

little bit of suffering, there's going to be some trials, but there's going to be

Speaker:

some tribulations as well. So enjoy it. And what

Speaker:

can you take from your experiences to

Speaker:

encourage teachers and enhance

Speaker:

the next generation? And this is why I invited you back on for the

Speaker:

series. You always have the most amazing wisdom and

Speaker:

perspective to share with others. And I, for one, benefit

Speaker:

greatly. So thank you, Bill, Wendy, and

Speaker:

can you just verbalize to us how listeners can find you should they want to

Speaker:

reach out? Well, Boots, before I do that, I thank you

Speaker:

for going on this journey and connecting heart

Speaker:

patients together because I have met several people that have been on the

Speaker:

podcast and told their story and it's fun to connect with other people who

Speaker:

have similar experiences, especially that are

Speaker:

younger than the typical open heart patient.

Speaker:

And so that has been a met, has been a lot of fun to meet.

Speaker:

But over the past year and a half, I've started my own writing project. It

Speaker:

is the start of what I'm hoping is a manuscript, a book. We're

Speaker:

still working through that, but you can find

Speaker:

me@williamwingate.com just like it sounds.

Speaker:

And it is, it is different. Post in a newsletter that is focusing

Speaker:

on hope, love and gratitude in everything that we do and everything that

Speaker:

we experience. Your future is bright. May you stay out of the

Speaker:

cath lab. Yes, please. I hope, I hope. Well, thank

Speaker:

you Bill and thank you listeners. And please

Speaker:

do consider becoming part of our Patreon

Speaker:

community. You can find the link in the show notes. This

Speaker:

podcast is only elevated by those

Speaker:

who support it and it definitely gives me a little wind in my

Speaker:

sails when I hear from listeners, so you can also send me an email

Speaker:

bootsheartchamber podcast.com

Speaker:

this podcast was formerly named the Heart Chamber. And do be

Speaker:

be sure to come back next week for another installment of

Speaker:

Hope for the Holidays. I love you, you matter and your

Speaker:

heart is your best friend.

SUPPORT THE HEART CHAMBER

We rely on the generous donations of listeners like you to bring inspiration, hope and healing every week. Thank you for contributing to our cause.
DONATE HERE
B
Bill W $50
Keep up helping heart warriors!
A
Anonymous $100
Show artwork for Open Heart Surgery with Boots

About the Podcast

Open Heart Surgery with Boots
A podcast for heart patients by a heart patient
Formerly called The Heart Chamber Podcast, Open Heart Surgery with Boots airs every Tuesday for conversations on open-heart surgery from the patient perspective. Boots Knighton explores the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual experiences of surgery with fellow heart patients and health care providers. This podcast aims to help patients feel less overwhelmed so you can get on with living your best life after surgery. You not only deserve to survive open-heart surgery, you deserve to THRIVE!
Support This Show